In New Zealand, the Public Health System & Police are a Machine…

But it’s a machine run amok!

In New Zealand, the public service, police and authorities are like a machine. Like a giant computer. All the employees are like parts of the machine and they all have their role to play in its operation.

They must do as they are told without question and if they don’t it causes a glitch in the machine. The machine will automatically try and fight that glitch to restore overall function.

But sometimes there are employees who act like a bad virus in the machine.

They manipulate the machines code and processes for their own benefit. Because everyone has to do what they are told, these rogue employees higher up the food chain are taking advantage and inserting bad instructions into the machine.

It may be to hide a mistake they have made or in worse cases to intentionally cause harm to a patient so that the machine will attack that patient.

There are also employees who are like rogue antivirus software who may see the bad instruction these rogue employees are inserting into the machine and they try to mitigate the harm being caused to the patient.

Like what has happened to me many times.

These antivirus employees have to step outside of the system in order to achieve this undetected. Like my Neurosurgeon Mr Ahmad Taha and Radiologist Grant Meikle did. Because if they were detected, the machine could then be used to attack them in future.

The machine is designed to protect itself and that’s why most drs can’t stand up against it when a rogue employee higher up the chain of command inserts bad instructions into the machine. It all filters down.

A lot of bad instruction was fed into the machine by politicians and bureaucrats with covid and the harmful vaccine. Doctors that tried standing up to warn about the bad instruction and how much harm it was causing were attacked by the machines self defence mechanism.

But there has been bad instructions being entered into the machine from politicians, health bureaucrats and their lobbyists for decades and this is what doctors are morally injured by, because they are the ones required to carry out those bad instructions and watch it subvert and ruin their patients life.

The only way they can carry out their role in the machine is to gaslight the patient.

They see the harm this gaslighting causes their patients but it’s the only way they can carry out the instructions they have received.

The patient must accept the bad instruction too.

The dr must always carry out their role in the machine or the machine will attack them, but their role is harmful and abusive to the patient. If the patient is outraged by the bad instructions, the dr can’t defend those instructions because they are indeed bad. So they must become bad too, because the patients protestations are now a threat to the machine

My GP Johann Urschitz chose to try and fight the bad instruction for me, but was attacked by the machine because he stepped outside his role. Did something he shouldn’t have.

But he chose to remove himself from the machine rather than take part in the rogue bad instruction that he said was coming from the Canterbury District Health Board(CDHB).

He didn’t want to be the tool to harm me because he was unable to gaslight me into thinking he was doing the right thing. Meaning a big moral injury to face.

He made the honourable choice. He refused to carry out rogue instruction so had to remove himself from the situation.

It would have made him think of all the lives he has ruined over the years. The patients he was successful at gaslighting.

This is why our doctors are morally injured. Because they know they are actually part of a machine that has run amok, which has been causing huge amounts of harm for decades, and that it’s their role to carry it out.

Our drs are morally injured because the machine is immoral. Its processes are immoral and based not on values.

I am a threat to the machine, and have been a threat for 37 years. Eventually the machine will send out a self protection mechanism(police)to attack me because of the rogue employee inserting bad instructions into the machine, and because Neurosurgeon Ahmad Taha and Radiologist Grant Meikle tried to help me undetected.

Actually the machine has already received  bad instruction twice in the past where police were used to attack me. There are witnesses but the machine covers up these instances.

The Accident Compensation Corporation(ACC) told Neurosurgeon Ahmad Taha he had to lie to me about the presence of metal fragments in my back, as ACC had already made the decision in the past that there are no metal fragments. Even after repeated letters to ACC from specialists saying there was.

The machine is protecting itself. It is preventing a situation that will expose that their radiologists have been deleting the metal fragments and foreign object from dozens of scans over many years to keep this knowledge from me, and keep it hidden. Otherwise an explanation would be required, and there is no explanation apart from corruption.

The bad culture of coverups and collusion in the health system evolved amongst health staff in order to protect themselves from the self protection mechanisms of the machine.

They manipulate the processes with bad instructions to avoid their mistakes being found out or becoming public.

A common practice among nurses when they make mistakes is to fraudulently put in a patients file that they were violent.

I have a recording of me talking to nurse managers at Oamaru hospital in 2020. They acknowledged they are aware it’s a common problem. Drs do it too.

If they think they have made a mistake and could possibly receive a complaint, they will put something fraudulent in the patients health file, so that if they do complain, it provides an excuse for the Health & Disability Commission(HDC) to not uphold the complaint.

In 2020 a Dr X went to the media anonymously and told them of the abusive working conditions and how she was suicidal. She also estimated that about 50% of her colleagues at Dunedin hospital were.

Our Doctors are broken. They have become broken by their job. And some are taking it out on their patients.

Our public service is a machine that has run amok and causing widespread harm and crime. Its causing just as much harm to the doctors as the patients, but theirs is moral injury, harm to their very soul.

The things they have had to do to survive in the corrupted broken machine, and pay off their student loan are shameful.

They have spent their careers doing things they know are morally bad.

New Zealand Doctors know the machine has been fed wrong instruction from the top for decades. Their job is not honourable. They are frauds and they know it. And they know our health authorities deceive the judiciary about the operation of the health system. Stuck between a rock and a hard place they must make immoral decisions to protect their career day after day after day after day.